terraine21

I want to start updating this again. I keep forgetting or putting it off. I guess it doesn't help that I don't know anyone on here anymore... so it's more that I'm writing here for personal purposes.

What to say. I'm a little lonely right now. Not sad or anything; I'm looking forward to tomorrow (though I have a ton to get home). But my parents are in Toronto and it's an empty house. There's nobody here to talk to right now and yet I feel the urge to talk... very annoying. I should be working on my calculus...

I don't know what else to say. Too tired to say much tonight. Very boring entry. xD maybe that's why I don't post here much.

So I went back to livejournal because I feel like I need a place to let things out, where I'm not bothering anyone else, and it's the first place that came to mind. Somehow, I managed to remember my username and password from so long ago. I'm reeeally surprised I got in.

And I see that my last post was over 5 years ago, in 2004? Holy crap.

It has absolutely been forever. I highly doubt any of my old friends are still on here. :P But I haven't really looked yet. It's been so long and things are so different, I have to figure everything out again.

Also, reading my old entries from so long ago are very strange. It was a different life back then. 0_0

First thing I want to figure out how to do is to make things private, or semi-private, so somebody who isn't my friend can't view them... I imagine there must be a way.

(Yep, figured it out already! Now if only I could set things so only certain friends are allowed. Haha.)

Wow, a lot has happened lately... I'm not sure where to start.

First of all, my brother just recently moved out of town. Luckily, it's only about a half hour drive away, and it's also right next to the cheese farm. Mmmm... cheese... I "accidently" ate most of the samples while we were there. Well, all of the spicy ones anyway. I love spicy stuff, and I love cheese, so the two go perfect together.

My nephew slept over last night, because my dad didn't feel like driving for an hour to get him home after his hockey practice. My dad finally fixed the furnace downstairs, so I played FFIV for awhile, and my nephew watched. He got a little bored though, he prefers watching me play games with better graphics and more action. I think I'm really underleveled... I'm having trouble even with the random battles, so I definitely need to level up some.

Anyway, the other night, something surprising happened. I got a Christmas card from Hong Kong. Now, I was wondering who the heck it could be from, because I don't know anyone in Hong Kong... Then I opened it up, and turns out it's from an old friend I lost contact with, and haven't talked to in over two years! Her name is Ashley, and she's from Nova Scotia. She was an online friend of mine, but I also got to meet her once, in Toronto, as well as another friend of ours. It was extremely good luck that we all happened to be visiting Toronto at the same time. (Well, the one girl already lived in Toronto, but still.) I'm so surprised to hear from her, I can't beleive she could even still remember my address. Anyway, it turns out she's living in Hong Kong with her family for a year, and will be back this July sometime. She says she misses me, and if possible to mail her back. I'll be sure to. =)

What else? Oh yeah, I organized this Secret Santa thing for my guild on Gaia. I can't remember if I mentioned that earlier or not, and I'm too lazy to check. The due date is on the 31st... I was so stumped on my person, couldn't think of anything. Finally, I gave up and resorted to avatar art. Boring and uncreative, I know, but it's all I could think of really. I'm so scared they'll hate it.

I finally fixed my stupid tablet, only for it to break again. So, I've been trying to do this picture with the mouse... it's a challenge, but I can do it. It'll just take me twice as long, so I have to spend a lot of time at it. I'm sure I can get it done by the 31st though.

Anyway, that's about it. Wow, this has got to be my longest entry yet. I don't normally have that much to talk about, but I guess today I did.

I'm so happy that the holidays have finally started... a break is something I really, really need right now.

Let's see, I've been disecting a stupid rat since Wednesday... I'm so glad to have that over with. I'm never taking a biology course again... -_- I only took this one because I had no choice, the only other class running that period was parenting or something.

Anyway, it's my dad's birthday tommorow. I don't have a gift for him, because I'm not going to be able to go shopping until next Monday... I'm not sure what to do about that. I hate the fact that a lot of my family have their b-days during the holidays; there's my dad's on the 18th, my mom's on the 28th, and my brother's on the 31st. I have to remember to buy double gifts for all of them, and it's frustrating. I'm lucky if I can even get enough money. If I ever have kids, i'll make sure to plan it right, so their birthdays will be in any month other than December.

Can't think of much else to say now, so.. uh... Happy holidays everyone!

Well now... I can't think of much that's new. Turns out I wasn't dreaming on Saturday, and my nieces really do have awful haircuts... -_- Of course, I'm not going to tell that to them. I'll pretend they look cute.

Got in touch with an old friend the other night. I haven't seen her for about 10 months now, so it was pretty exciting. I was talking to her on yahoo, and she hasn't changed much at all. We're planning to go to the mall next Monday, so I'll actually get to see her face to face again... I can't wait!

Also, my brother's moving out to the country. I think they're pretty much completely moved now, and sleeping there for the first night tonight. I still haven't seen the place. My mom's really upset about the whole idea still, them being so far away. She says she's worried about the kids, having to wake up extra early to get to school on time and stuff. I have to admit, I kind of feel sorry for them...

Well, can't think of much else to say. I have to go finish an assignment now.

Everybody in the house has disappeared, and it's scaring me a bit. I woke up earlier because my sister in law brought her two daughters over, who were all hyper and making lots of noise and stuff... (and they both had awful haircuts that looked exactly the same for some reason... at least I think they did, unless it was a dream or something.)

Anyway, I managed to get back to sleep for awhile, at which time I had a very interesting dream, but I'm not going to type that here. Then I woke up again, at 11:00 (what? I went to bed really late last night...) and nobody's here anymore. my mom's gone, my neices are gone, my sister in law's gone... they never said a word to me about going anywhere. I hate it when they just go and leave like that.

Well, I guess I'm going to go have a shower now. I'll write a more detailed entry on how my day went later tonight.

Wow, again it's been awhile since I've updated. But I'm going to start updating this journal again, for good. I know I've said this before, but... I swear I will this time. ^^;

I don't even know where to start, so much has happened. For one, cabaret went fairly well. Saturday night went a lot better than Friday night, though. We screwed so much up.

Next Wednesday in Biology, we'll be disecting rats... fun. I'm not really sure how I'll react, I've never done anything like this before... talking about blood and hearts abd stuff makes me feel really faint, but for some reason talking about other organs and systems like th elungs or digestive system doesn't bother me. I'm not sure why.

I still remember back last year in careers class, I was bored so I started reading this weird science magazine thing that was there, and it was talking about hand transplants. I suddenly started feeling really sick, and had to run down to the washroom... then I completely blanked out, and all I remember is waking up on the floor. That was not fun. I hope I don't wind up fainting during this disecting thing... the whole class will probably laugh at me.

Today I have to go get my picture taken, not something I look forward to. I have about an hour before we have to leave... I'm so tired, I wish I could go have a nap, but I know I'll have a hard time getting up again, so I won't do that.

Anyway, I guess this is enough for this entry... I'll try and update way more often from now on. Hopefully you'll see another nice entry tommorow, and the day after, and the day after... etc.

Interesting. My throat's killing me right now... I can't even talk. It's 5 AM, but I can't sleep either... that's how bad it is. And right before cabaret. It sucks.

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Interesting. I really need to update my interests. I'm not feeling so well... haven't really eaten anything all day, or all yesterday for that matter. My stomach's just really uneasy. Almost beat Golden Sun again... this'll be my 7th time. Then I'll have to get my friend to bring her GBA to school so I can transfer data to The Lost Age... hope she doesn't mind.

My dad's going out to rent a movie, called... uh... I completely forget now. It's supposed to be really funny though, my dad's favourite. Apparently it's about some dead guy. Have to wait and see for myself.

I have got to stop changing my avatar thingies. Just can't make up my mind on one, I guess. I think I'll leave it as this one for awhile though. It's got such pretty colours, hehe.

Anyway... not much is new. My brother wanted me to babysit for him tonight, but I was too tired... I promised him I'd babysit in two weeks instead. I would do it next week, but I've got the Cabaret! I can't wait for that. I'm really nervous though. What if I screw up? Well, there's about 6 or 7 other flutes that'll back me up if I make a mistake, I guess... which I hopefully won't. I've been practicing like crazy these last few days. The only time I really screw up is when I'm playing by myself for someone... god, I hate that. We had to have a playing test a few weeks ago, and I could play it perfectly when nobody was around, and I could also play it perfectly with the other flutes. But as soon as I had to play by myself in front of the teacher, I just screwed up completely. Got the melody right, but I had no clue what I was doing rhythm-wise... kept speeding up and slowing down because I was nervous, I guess. It was horrible.

But I won't do that for Cabaret, nope. There's the whole band there, so I'm not alone, and I won't get nervous. I did fine last year. My dad embarassed me horribly, though... he couldn't get a good seat, so he went and snuck up and sat in an empty seat behind me! Right with the band, behind me. It was horrible, absolutely horrible. I pretended not to know him. I'm making sure my mom goes with him this year, so she can prevent him from doing something embarassing like that again.

One more week, one more week... getting so anxious. It's keeping me awake. Maybe I should've babysat... I feel bad now. Oh well, I'll make it up to him in a few weeks.